damselled: by <lj user="virizion"> (A woman must have her secrets.)
[personal profile] damselled
"Oh, dear. It appears you have attempted to contact me while I am unavailable. Please do leave a message. Thank you."

[Voice]

Date: 2015-01-30 03:45 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (W-wait a sec!)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
I-I...

[Oh dammit. Oh dammit, dammit, dammit; he's not prepared for this. He needs his help. Souji save him.]

W-well I...

[Voice]

Date: 2015-01-30 04:02 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Feeling queasy...)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
[She was going to need to be, because he was struggling to scramble up from being unprepared for this conversation. He needed to do this though, because he had a feeling he was never going to get this chance again.]

...I never wanted to hurt you.

[Well, that was a good start.]

If that... whatever it was had never happened, I... I never would have.

[He paused a moment, letting out a breath.]

All I ever wanted was what I was promised in my life. I spent my life focused on the future I was promised. I never reached out, because it wasn't what I was supposed to do. But it was wrong, everything I lived was wrong, so when I was told I was supposed to have a soul mate, and showed me who it was supposed to be, I believed it!

[There was a scoff on the other side.]

Yeah. Stupid. I know. I know that now.

But... I didn't think of you like them. You weren't supposed to be anything like my 'soul mate' or any of that crap. You were a pain in my ass, you dragged me around and made me do things I didn't want to do. And I put up with it because, hey, someone actually was interested in what I could do, even if it wasn't going to last.

And... well, I... uh...

[Voice]

Date: 2015-01-30 04:12 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (You've backed me into a corner now...)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
[Adachi fell quiet for a long moment, to the point where it almost seemed like he hung up. Finally, he let out a shuddering breath, somehow keeping his voice calm.]

I... think I realized what it meant to actually let someone into your life because of you. And I didn't want to let that go, despite... everything.

[Voice]

Date: 2015-01-30 04:21 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Standing by the light)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
No... it wasn't in the plan yet. I was still on the 'get a good job' part of it; the 'get a good wife' hadn't come up yet. And dealing with others just... wasn't part of it.

[He let out a shaking breath; he hadn't been ready for this, and he felt a little sick from being so damn honest.]

It probably doesn't mean much... assuming we survive, I doubt we're going to remember any of this. But... well, I didn't want you to go to the end thinking I just wanted to kill you.

[Voice]

Date: 2015-01-31 02:48 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Foggy skies)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
I don't want to die either.

[Adachi was silent for a moment, before he let out a soft sigh.]

I don't expect anyone to forgive me for anything, whether I meant to do it or not. I don't think I'd want it anyway.

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-01 02:09 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (You've backed me into a corner now...)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
Because I'd never be able to tell if they were being sincere. I just... can't.

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-01 02:28 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Feeling queasy...)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
Yeah, well... not many people have given me a reason to believe in others.

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-01 02:31 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (You just don't see...)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
...yeah, that would be about it.

[And even then he wondered sometimes. Or rather often. Or near constantly.]

[...he really was a damn mess.]

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-01 03:21 pm (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Foggy skies)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
[Adachi paused, letting out a sigh as he thought over how to respond.]

...'cause I don't want to be let down again.

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-03 11:43 pm (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Chosen)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
...heh. You wanted the truth; didn't say it was gonna be a nice thing.

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-05 04:03 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Er... if you say so)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
Sorry.

[He didn't sound that sincere.]

...do you regret meeting me?

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-05 11:57 pm (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Er... if you say so)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
Just curious.

[But his tone said he was being serious about it.]

[Voice]

Date: 2015-02-06 02:51 am (UTC)
sleight_of_hand: (Foggy skies)
From: [personal profile] sleight_of_hand
[Adachi was quiet for a long moment.]

...no. I don't.

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